Friday, October 31, 2008

Curtain falls.

Today is officially the last day of my school life! *wipes tears from eyes* Let me savour the moment for a lil bit. Yes finally, a milestone has been crossed. I am no longer a student, unless I decide to do a post grad, of course. But that is probably unlikely, perhaps a couple of years down the road I may reconsider. Well, last day of school does not really mean that I have graduated. Haha. I still have to pass my exams the week after next.

 

Had my first paper this morning, which is a massive 50% of the overall grade. The paper was quite a shocker, everyone was expecting maybe 4 or 5 short answer questions and an essay, but no no no. The lecturer had something else on her mind. She choot stunt by setting 2 marks, 3 marks questions taken from all the lecture material. But, oh well, I think I did fairly okay. I need 40/50 to get a distinction, and I hope to achieve that. =)

 

Here's a tribute to my school, who has been with the most parts of me over the past 2 years. Griffith Uni gave me knowledge and wisdom, allowed me to know many wonderful friends whom I will remember and cherish. Thank you for being part of me, it has been my honour.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I shall forever remember and cherish my time with you.



Thursday, October 30, 2008

Mummy dearest.

Dearest mummy, today is the day again. It is not easy for you to go through session after sessions of letting chemicals drip into your system, I can only imagine. I pray for your strength, and for the universe to keep your mind and body strong and healthy. Don't be afraid, mummy, we are all beside you, cheering you on. This time in 2 weeks, I'll be able to give you a long awaited hug!

 

Things are coming to a head now. My lecturer got back to me a couple of days ago, confirming the exam that I'll be taking on the morning of the day I'll be flying. He is a very understanding and gracious man, bless him for his kindness! My assignment also got re-marked, giving me a decent mark to aim for in the final paper, to get a good grade overall. I have the chance to do really well this semester, am aiming for a high distinction, 2 distinctions, and a credit. Will really need to put in a lot of effort into studying for the final papers to achieve those grades, I won't disappoint!

 

So stay strong, mummy dearest. I found this really funny poem, probably written by a kid, and I dedicate it to you. Hope it brings a smile to your face;

Brooms Witches And Mothers

Allan James Saywell

Witches have broom's
When i a child
Mother's had broom's
Mother's ran with broom's
Mother's ran fast with broom's
I was a very swift boy
I had to run from many broom's
Sometimes mother would strike with broom
Therefore throwing herself of balance
As i ran i would laugh
Like a kookaburra
She would become a angry mother with broom
She would call for me to stop running
So she could give me her broom
I would keep running
For i did not like broom's
Witches like broom's
Mother's like broom's



Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Dream interpretations.

I have been having a series of rather strange dreams of late, though I don't remember them fully. Sometimes before I sleep, I will pray to the universe for guidance through dreams that night, and usually they will be answered. Take a few weeks ago for example, I remember having multiple dreams in a night, and they lasted for 2 hours each session. I will wake up at the top of the hour, look at the clock, go back to sleep, and wake up exactly 2 hours later again. That happened for 3 or 4 times that night.

 

Again, two days ago, I was experiencing the same happenings. In most cases, I remembered bits and pieces of it immediately after I woke up. But as the seconds ticked by, the details started to fade away. Once I got out of bed, I would have forgotten all or most of the dreams completely.

 

Yesterday, guidance came to me thru a good friend when we were talking online. He said when we dream, we go back to our source, that is to the place where we come from. We can unlock many mysteries in our head and learn about oneself from our dreams. He also shared with me the methods he use to remember and thereafter interprete them. Therefore, leaning on his advice, I put a pen and paper beside my bed when I went to bed yesterday.

 

Last night I had multiple dreams again, but it was the first one, which was the most vivid and I managed to scribble some words down on the paper. In the first dream, I was getting chased by a certain figure. The setting was in public spaces, and we were sort of playing hide and seek. I have no idea why I was running, but there was a degree of fear inside. In the dream, I also inherited some sort of temporary invisibility power (haha?), but the chaser was always able to track me down. It was so vivid that when I woke up, I was short of breath and having difficulty breathing, as if I was panting from the running.

 

The subsequent dreams were even stranger. I was dreaming in a dream, whereby I was writing down on the paper what I remembered about the dream, but actually that was part of the dream. When I came to my senses, I realised that nothing was written down, instead I was dreaming about what I have written about the dream in a dream. Comprehendo?

 

Righty, back to the first dream. I did some googling this afternoon, and these are some excerpts. Dreams of being chased can often arise from feelings of general anxiety experienced in the waking hours. The way the dreamer responds to feels of pressure and anxiety while awake is often reflected in the dream state. Chase dreams can manifest themselves in a variety of ways. Often the dreamer will dream about being chased by an attacker or pursuer who the dreamer fears will hurt or kill them.

 

Instead of facing your fear, you are running from it, and the attacker in your dreams represents the thing you are trying to get away from or avoid in real life. In some cases the pursuer or attacker in a chase dream represents not an outside force but part of your self instead. The next time you are being chased in a dream, try turning around and confronting the pursuer. Ask the pursuer what he or she wants and why they are chasing you.

 

Therefore, I guess the best way to exorcise the fears or anxieties is to confront them. I shall remember that the next time it happens. Thank you, good friend, for your timely guidance.



Monday, October 27, 2008

Sizzling beach bums.

Woke up on Sunday morning at the farm, and got a message from some friends. We had plans to celebrate another friend's birthday that evening, and they wanted to go to the beach in the afternoon. Since my place is just beside the beach, I asked them to come over to mine to do the beach-y stuff, thereafter wash up at my place and go for dinner.

 

We got back from the farm at about 11am, my friends were coming at 1pm, sweet! Anyway, here are some of the beach shots.

 

 

 

The water was warm and nice! It hasn't been this nice and warm since many moons ago. This chubby friend of mine wanted to go into the water, but he did not bring extra underwear. So he devised a plan to wrap a towel around him, take off his shorts, then his underwear, and wear his shorts back on, all in full view of us and everyone who walked by. The wind was making his towel flap everywhere, and my friend said she saw something! Haha. Too bad he did not have any major wardrobe malfunction.

 

We stayed on the beach til about 4pm, then went to my place to wash up. Here's shots taken after everyone's nice and clean, about to leave for dinner.

 

 

 

 

For dinner, we went to Sizzler, which was just a short drive from my place. The rest of the gang met up with us at the restaurant. It was quite a big group of us, 9 altogether, and we queued for almost 45 mins before getting our table! The selection of mains was rather limited, some of us decided to just go for the salad bar. I ordered a sizzling garlic prawn with some risotto thing that they were promoting as the side. The risotto turned out to be crap! I thought it tasted like baby food, and my friend spat them out after giving it a try. Hehe.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Overall, it was a nice celebration, and I greatly enjoyed the company of such fun and loving friends. The birthday girl presents consist of a $140 pacific fair shopping voucher, earrings and an edible bottle of chocolate champagne, which we all shared. We capped off the weekend with a nice sweet cheesecake for desserts. Thank you for the wonderful weekend!

 

Last week of school! Hooray!



Sunday, October 26, 2008

Aussie farm.

Yesterday, I got a glimpse of how it is like to stay on a farm. My housemate and neighbour downstairs invited me to the place they grew up, which is about half an hour away, in New South Wales. The occasion was a going away party for my neighbour's sister, who will be going to Malaysia for training, for 3 months. My housemate and neighbour literally grew up next to each other. Their dads are sugar cane farmers, with huge acres of land infront and behind their houses, which is about 200 metres away from each other. We reached there at about 6pm, with two cartons of beer and a bottle of bundy rum. The party has already started!

 

 

 

 

 

 

The party was great! There was great food, aussie barbie with sausages, steak and meat patties, with lots of booze going around. I got to meet and talk with members from both families, their friends and relatives too. My housemate's little brother, 15 years old, and his band were providing entertainment, they are very into punk rock kind of music. There was even a campfire at the side, to keep things nice and warm.

 

 

 

Being a farm, you can pee anywhere you like. And of course, I peed anywhere I like! Haha. Reminds me of my time in the army, peeing anywhere and anyhow, mostly in the bushes though. I took this shot of the house, after I peed, which I feel is very nice. There's the band playing in the middle, and the fire at the side.

 

Then the drunkards took over the mic, neighbour was doing her fire twirling thing too. We continued drinking into the night, gathering around the fire til about 2am, before I went to sleep in a nice tent that they have prepared. The tent was huge, and surprisingly comfy and fantastic! It is definitely the best outfield sleeping experience I've ever had.

 

The silly things people do when they get high-ish.

 

In the morning, I woke up to this.

 

The scenery is simply stunning. There is a sense of peace in the land, and the air is just, special. You never get to see wide open fields in Singapore, no less wide open fields lined by mountains and extinct volcanos. My housemate's family is so hospitable. We had breakfast, made by housemate's mum, and after that her dad took us on a tour around the farm.

 

Housemate's dad showed us his enormous shed (envy of 99% of Aussie males), where he builds heavy machinery. He also took us out to the cane fields, and showed us his 12 metre long vintage boat (no photos as my camera ran out of battery).

 

I thoroughly enjoyed myself on this farm life experience, and I am truly blessed with great hospitality from both families. Thank you so much for this wonderful experience which I will remember for life. Now, I think I want to be a farmer when I retire.



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